Stormblood [4.0]: Post may contain potential spoilers.
The Queen’s Garden
Its kind’ve weird to imagine that I’m nearing 300 posts. 300 days worth of posts is quite a lot. It kind’ve feels empty in a way. I think the main reason for this is that I know so many of those posts are of poor quality. Not that I want these posts to be of poor quality, but at the same time I want to try and stick with the whole screenshot a day idea. Its the only project that I’ve been able to maintain somewhat reasonably. Sure I might have missed roughly 10 days over the course of a year, yet it hasn’t dissuade me from making these posts.
Still I don’t like the idea of not feeling much when it comes to reaching 300 posts. I think the main reason for it is due to the fact that my current goal is 500 posts. 500 posts isn’t an arbitrary number mind you. The 500th post will be the conclusion of my 100 screenshots per expansion. Obviously, I still intend to keep making screenshots afterwards. Although, it is a very monumental goal for me and I want to do something special for it (Still haven’t decided on what though). I think another reason as to me feeling empty with these posts is probably due to me not really looking at them all that much.
I don’t actively look at my previous posts. Partly because of the lack quality but I also struggle in some ways in looking at my own work. To be more specific, I don’t like having conflicting statements (or hypocrite). Especially, when it somes to “certain” projects of mine. After some thought, it could just simply be the fact that I don’t want to be reminded of my failures.
Let me just take a quick leap and mention a certain perspective of mine. “Perfection can not be achieved but it can be pursued.” These are one of the many “principles” that I follow. Obviously, not to a tee since if I were able to do that. It would imply that I’m able to follow my own “principle” perfectly which conflicts with itself. This more or less boils down to how I look at my own “work”. I always have a desire to improve this blog in many ways.
There isn’t really any grand plans and in a lot ways becomes a way for me to vent or rant. Still I feel like that there’s someone looking at these posts and as such I must pursue “perfection” so that there’s value to these posts. Its just not humanly possible to do it every single day. Especially when I’m not even giving myself time to do these posts.
Anyways, when is my vacation coming again? Oh yeah roughly 6-7 days now. So… I don’t really got much else for today’s post. To be quite honest, I didn’t spend much time looking at today’s screenshot. I think it got trees in it? I don’t know. Anyhow, I hope you folks have a good day/night!